2006-12-11 - 10:38 p.m.
in any case, i will update all you anonymous burgers and fries [i am plainly desiring something] about my love life. well. i really don't know. i'm going to use the phrase 'it's complicated' [i can imagine everyone just shutting down their computers and shouting "FINE. BE THAT WAY. BITCH."]. like what i told joel, i am a ticking bomb. everything he does or says to me changes the rate at which i tick. it's up to him to stop the bomb from detonating. anyway i still love him. alot. so much that i wanna pinch his cheeks and throw him up like a baby hahahaha. just hope he loves me back too.
today i almost died from exhaustion. the ogl thingy was fun. netball was fun. but oh my god, i had to sit next to five very annoying chinese kids on the bus. girls can be so bitchy. really. so there were 4 scrawny girls and 1 very pissed-off boy. [all in primary school i think] the boy, being outcasted by the girls, was very ticked off and so said 'KEEP QUIET! YOU'RE VERY IRRITATING YOU KNOW!' i turned to him and nodded my head gravely, thinking, 'what a wise boy for his age.' after that the three girls pushed the youngest girl to scold the boy cause the aunties were all screaming 'SEE YOU MADE HIM CRY!' and they practically pushed her into a trap lah! they KNEW her mum would grab her and scold her. wtf! fucking two-faced BITCHES. i hate chinese kids! hate them! it's like hating indians caus eof shiva rai! but i realized today that i really like indian people. i mean. most of the time i forget that they're indian cause they're normal human beings. racists are so stupid, really. but they must have happened because of SHIVA RAI YOU MOTHER**************************.
anyway concerned person don't be shy. leave your name. i'm very curious to know who you are. because you're either someone who's really concerned or someone who's hoping my life is falling to pieces. give me a hint. [and no, my life is not falling to pieces]
