2007-02-02 - 11:25 p.m.
NOPE. i don't look any slimmer.
so during math R, nat went down to get his answers marked and i saw him handing his paper to this guy sitting in the front. i said to maziah, "eh look! that guy's a teacher!" maziah thought i was being sarcastic, calling a student a teacher, but she didn't realise that i ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT GUY WAS A PART TIME TEACHER OR SMTH. so i followed nat down and thrust my paper at him! then kenneth and his friend gave me this 'huh what?' look. and nat was like, "what are you doing? give teacher mark la!" AHAHAHAHAHA OMG SO EMBARRASSING LA BLOODY HELL. mmm. yup.
later in the canteen, we met suhui. at first i forgot her name....
me: oh yeah, this is maziah by the way...and...[suddenly stops and widens eyes]
maziah: and?
me: [laughs like there's no tomorrow]
suhui: what's so funny?
maziah: well.... usually when you introduce each other you... [riana gives a warning look and busts out laughing once again, this time joined by maziah]
suhui: ???
nvm lah! ok! nvm that i forgot her name. i felt guilty as hell. later on maziah admitted that she hadn't gotten suhui's name and so they intro-ed themselves properly to each other while i turned away and pretended to stare at something interesting on the track. ALL OF A SUDDEN, miss suhui turned to me and said, "actually i don't know your name also"
WTF. wa lau. omg. i just.....i just died there ok. ON THE SPOT. OTS. RIGHT THERE AND THEN. RTAT hahaa okay that's enough.
i was happy the whole day. now i'm just fucking pissed off. sometimes i may seem to care, but in actual fact, I DO NOT GIVE A BLOODY FUCK ABOUT YOU.
riana, you have lost the morals that you once valued so dearly. you are nothing but a hypocrite. and oh my god, this sucks. it's absolutely heartbreaking. it's even worse than being inferior. i can't believe myself.....
so long and good night.
