2007-02-25 - 10:54 p.m.
i gotta get you out of my blood
i gotta get you out of my skin
i gotta get you out of me
i'm still a junior PPL person. and sean is influencing me. he's making me slightly paranoid about our flying rate.
i need to get into rsaf. i need to be a f-15 pilot. i need to get a scholarship. i need to go to rsaf academy. i need to redo my medical. i need class 1a for medical [yeah thanks i'm fucking far from it]. i need to pass airlaw and hpl. i need to pass rt oral. i need to pass all my subejcts in school. i need to run faster. i need to go for more trainings. i need to complete 8 hours of groundschool. i need to lose lotsa weight. i need to save lotsa money. i need to clean my house. i need to file my stuff. i need to do so many things but i shouldn't complain because whatever i need to do is actually quite easy. everyone else has it harder, i know. oh and you know what? i want to be GK again. i'm not particularly willing to be 'promoted' to GD. felt more like..... being..... demoted haha. although that's just a really unfair opinion of mine.
i'm so sorry i just wanna be Goal Keeper. and i wanna be left in my self-absorbed Goal Keeper world with my Goal Keeper dreams.
eh yeah. i like the sound of crossfade too. but muse is still king of the world. de witt was saying that they're coming back.
oh my god, please come back.
somehow i feel like i'm starless
im ready to fade now
that's how i feel when i'm starless
i'm hopeless and grayed out
somehow i feel like i'm starless
i'm ready to burn out
oh now I'm starless
-crossfade
