a love digraced.
2007-03-04 - 6:20 p.m.

i should be fucking studying now but WHAT AM I DOING? WHAT AM I DOING? shaking leg and growing fat.

i foresee myself failing my tests AGAIN. and doing no better than before, possibly worse. i just have no drive for academics right now.

NO DRIVE. CAN'T EVEN FLY PROPERLY HOW TO DRIVE? didn't manage to do sortie 27 this week. oh well.

anw last night i went to hci with wilson and his friends. hahahaha the concert sucked man. when they say hwachong, THEY REALLY DO MEAN HWACHONG. bloody hell, the hosts started out in english and their language slowly changed to chinese. oh yeah 7/8 of the songs were in chinese. they really live up to their comunist reputation. bet the concert's objective was to psycho us into liking chinese music, thereby psychoing us into liking china, thereby turning us all into communists as well. the only good part was when ariel's band performed.

later we went back to willie wu's place to 'JONG' gahaha what a cool term man. his grandma still remembers me! so happy ^.^ she's so cute. my grandma's cute too. all grandmas are cute la. anw the way they play mahjong is soooo serious. pressurising like prancakes man. especially iylia, damn STRAIGHT. lol. but under the guidance of zheng and willie, i managed to win some moolah! yeah, luckily willie and i had a joint account, or else i'd be freaking bankrupt by now. played until 4? took a power nap, and continued jong-ing. then another power nap. and cabbed home. so funny. first willie patted my head. then zheng patted my head. then willie patted my head again. hmmm.

ANYWAYYYYY..... i have a quite fantabulous story to tell. ok. last time we had the feeling fab nonsense thingy, yuqin, soong and i signed up for self defence. so two guys came down to teach us and yuqin said, "eh the more i look at that guy, the cuter i think he is." and i nodded my head enthusaistically in agreement. or maybe it was the other way around. whatever. so i thought, ok one random cute guy in school today. end of story. and thennn, last night when i was eating the yummy lontong at willie wu's place, i heard this guy say, "Hey guys...." then i turned ".....and ladies." EGADS! WHO DID I SEE? WHO DID I SEE? none other than mr muay thai cute guy lol! but apparently he didn't remember me. [oh well, so much for my 'spunkiness' huh soong? L O L.] and inside i was like, "PEH! pancakes....." through mahjong, i found out that he's the kind of person who doesn't joke. he LAMES. you know how some people would say "just joking" but in his case it would be "just lameing" because a peculiarly chilling breeze would blow across the mahjong table everytime he lamed. [presumably it's one of the dong, nan, xi or bei winds la huh] anw what a humungous coincidence that he would turn out to be willie wu's friend huh? ^.^ DA LEH? [only yuqin, maziah and soong would understand this]

i want you to be free
don't worry about me
and just like the movies
we'll play out our last scene

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