2007-03-10 - 6:36 p.m.
i am FUCKING angry.
first. you keep complaining about me taking money from you. ok. i need to EAT la ok. i need to PAY FOR TRANSPORT la ok. you think everything in the world is fucking free ah. then when i get a job, you fucking nag at me to drop it? WHAT THE FUCK.
second. i have fucking alot of things to do ok. i just finished common tests which i tried my very best to study for and pass because i didn't want to disappoint you when i could have just continued flying because fucking hell i'm not progressing at all. but FUCK man you keep complaining complaining complaining about the dog the cat the this the that fuck la i'm always the one cleaning up after you so don't you dare fucking complain about the mess that YOU have managed to make after I have cleared it away. WHAT THE FUCK.
third. i've got common tests right, and this guy at yfc gave me this damn fucked up face when i said i stopped flying for a while. you think i wanna stop is it? it was NECESSARY la you bitch. never mind! i've got netball also! and then you imply i'm lazy just because i have netball stuff. you fucking dumbass. just because i have more commitments than you do. and YOU. YEAH YOU. YOU FUCKING ANAL RETENTIVE STIFF DICK HOLDS-A-RULE-BOOK-WHEREVER-HE-GOES COCK SUCKER. YEAH YOU. don't you ever EVER tell me "YOU CAN'T FLY" ever again in your FUCKING ruled-by-set-squares-and-vernier-calipers life. if i fly AFTER school, then when the fuck do i study? when the fuck do i go for training? you think what, your fucking physics lessons damn important ah. WHAT THE FUCK.
fourth. don't you dare fucking ignore me! you think i can't tell that you feel i'm irresponsible and all that shit. YOU are another one. another person with ONE FUCKING COMMITMENT. of course you feel like that la slut. do NOT treat me like a wall. because the next time you do that, i will fucking claw your eyes out. just because you're miss 100% attendance doesn't mean you can look down on me and happily assume i'm miss 50% attendance because i'm a slacker. let me tell you something, i am ANYTHING but a slacker. ANYTHING AT ALL. I CAN BE AN EAR-BITING LUNATIC, BUT I CAN'T BE A SLACKER. SO YOU'D BETTER WATCH OUT FOR THOSE PETITE LITTLE THINGS ON THE SIDES OF YOUR HEAD. WHAT THE FUCK.
i can't wait till i get my license. then all of you can KISS MY ASS.
I'M DAMN ANGRY. everybody is STUPID! all of you are FUCKING STUPID! even YOU!
