i had to have him when he walked through the door.
2007-04-19 - 8:20 p.m.

i'm a tad jealous of the attention being showered upon the vj soccer guys.

HELLOOO we've got peeenk jerseys, god damn it! support US!

i was especially jealous when the school shouted, "GO HAZREEN/NAJID/ROLAND/WHOEVER" i want my name to be called too! i wanna hear "GO RIANA!" or "NICE TRY RIANA!" or "WELL DONE RIANA!" once in a while, the netballers would like to be recognized for their efforts. because netball is a very difficult sport. but then again every sport is difficult in its own way.

aiyah. life is fucking unfair. in so many ways. can't name them all in one pathetic diary entry.

anw, back to the soccer thing. i FINALLY saw roland's twin, ronald up close. it was so weird man! like seeing roland with HAIR! OOOOHHH EMMMMM GEEEE..... then he got on the bus and yuqin was like 'eh riana i dare you to say bye ronald'

AND I SAID IT

when he turned to look i just stared at the sky HAHA.

DA was such a turn on. seriously. he was sooo FIERCE on da FIELD. aaron said, "wah i bet you cheered more for him than for your school." yep, you got that right. i mean it's great that vj soccer wins and everything but that's not exactly at the top of my what-i-desire-right-now-in-my-jc-life list. he's got this smouldering gaze man. I CAN'T FIGHT IT.

anw. there was this woman who was faahkkinnggg irritating ok. the frequency of her screams was similar to that of a siren's. SHE WOULDN'T F-ING SHUT IT. the new sc members were abit annoying as well. only 2 of them actually. one was obviously in her own world from the way she was dancing like some happy kid watching hi-5. the other was obviously very biased against DA. he didn't ask us to cheer for him! just because he didn't score any of the goals although he worked so hard. unfairness. injustice is like a disease. it's ok. you'll always have me to cheer for you ^.^ [lol ewww that was kinda sick. practically vomit-inducing.]

all i can say is.....

i'm focused but i'm losing control.

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