and to be what you want and what you need.
2007-05-01 - 9:10 p.m.

everywhere i go..... i feel kinda scared.

WHICH REALLY SUCKS.

haha. the trick is to remain.....

OPEN-MINDDEEEDDD. i'm sure i used to be.....so frreeeee.....
the truuuuth's scraping away at my miiiiiind
please stop asking me to descriiiibe...

it's funny how some people love to preach. and yet they don't bother to practise it. hypocrites ah? i should think so.

friend. don't say 'wah i hate people who show off' and proceed to boasting about yourself in the next sentence. it sounds damn screwed up, okay? alrighty, moving on.

i am a victorian. albeit not a true blue one. you could call me a converted victorian. but no matter what you can't kill the saint spirit in me cause that's where my first true jc friends came from and it's still the place i feel most comfortable at. i like my SAINT friends but i love VICTORIA at the same time.
CAN OR NOT?
it's like an illegal immigrant loving the country he sneaked into whilst stubbornly holding onto his own cultural roots. like a china-national embracing india. like a digimon adapting to the pokemon world. like a chameleon changing colours. [eh? off track already.]

SO. it is perfectly fine for me to stand among my saints friends during a soccer match and not cheer for the saints soccer team and to run like a mad pig all the way to the victorian side just to sing the lovely school song. i may be fraternizing with the enemy but at least i'm not backstabbing my school. TRUST ME. i wanted vj to beat sa. TRUST MEEEEEE.

AND. it is also perfectly fine for me to support sa when it is NOT playing against vj. it's like buying moo moo ice cream when ben n jerry's isn't available. GET IT?

all i need is for tan yew hwee to read my diary now. *dry laughter* ........... *heaps of dry laughter* ........... *heaps of dry laughter* ........... *silent dry laughter*

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